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Tonight I finally did it....I couldn't go on pretending everything was ok. I exploded.

My day started off not so great...my work rang me 5 minutes after my alarm clock (set on snooze) had gone off....to see if I was still coming in today. WTF?? When have I ever decided not to come in. Thats not the point, the reason I was so furious was beause they ruined my precious morning time. For all those of you who put your phones on ' snooze' after your alarm goes off, you will understand when I point out how important time is in between your final alarm ringing.

I am doing some house sitting at the moment and I forgot my slippers, so I had to creep around in the cold, barefoot because my work shoes would scratch the wooden floors. The guy whose house we (dan and I) are watching left no food in the house....so no brekky for me also.

At work I had a splitting headache. I had to ask all my customers several times to repeat what they were asking. I couldn't concentrate and my vision was blurry. No amount of panadol was helping me...

Dan and I had a massive fight tonight....we have some issues that need confronting. I got mad at him. He got furious at me. There was lots of screaming, yelling and I believe swearing also.

I feel bad. I blamed all my problems on him. He said some nasty things he knew would hurt me. We need to decide whether to get serious about each other... or go our seperate ways. It seems that both options are scary. Together forever...or not together at all?

I love him...he loves me...why do we make things so hard?

I am going to change the way I think from now on...I will stay positive and see the good in every situtation. I can do it.